Stress Thresh-hold Low

I was just fine this morning, but as my Sociology started talking about middle school and elementary school years, I began crying. I was suicidal at the time. After much consolation from Jeanette and Jessica, I felt somewhat better. Then I had to go to the school psychologist who was only preceeded after the guidance councelor. Mr. Gilbert sent Deja to go with me, and I told her what had happened.....she said it hurts her heart to see people like me depressed, and that I was smart and beautiful.....which is odd, since the psychologist and the liason officer wanted to have me Baker Act-ed.....then me and my mother talked.....................and I made her cry again. I don't want to make her cry. She doesn't deserve that....she doesn't want to see me go to psychiatric ward, but will do anything she can to help. I don't see myself in the future being happy right now....I just....don't know anymore....Nanaki, please talk to me. My number, if you can get it is 813-684-2230. Call me if you can.