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I got my bed banner to work, but it's at the bottom of the site. ;_______; If anyone can help me, could you e-mail me and help me?

Seasongs Greetings!

Some good things happened over th' past couple of days"
I got another early X-Mas gift, and this time, it's from Lupa-kun! Lupa-kun, you have rocked my rainbow-radioactive socks to the point where they hath leapt off my feet with joy!
I have become a bedder! That's right! XD
I'm kinda close to getting my dream avatar on Gaia!...Well, not really. If anyone does Gaia, and would like to donate, my account name is SonarP. Maybe we would role-play some time?
I found the biggest collection of NiGHTS Into Dreams music and have joined their community! *.* Yes, I still love NiGHTS Into Dreams. Maybe you can do some research on it with Wikipedia.com? I wish I still had a Sega Saturn... ;_;

Stuff that made my Inner Leo purr... :3

1) An anime buddy of mine gave me the first Naruto movie with fansub subtittles! *.* Yes, I said subtittles. It's one of my words. XD And he also gave me some Bleach episodes! *.* So, I'll have to give him a big Christmas gift for it.
2) I had a cinnamon bun, two cookies, and some milk for breakfast. Tres bon. :3
3) My acrylic (sp?) painting is nearly done. Sadly, my teacher for Drawing and Painting cut us off. I wish I could have done more to it...
4) By the time I reached home from school, I had no homework! XD It's a rare moment to behold...but I still gotta do that extra credit for Geometry. -_-
5) I think I know what college I want to go to! It's one of the Art Institutes in Florida! And the cool thing is that the farthest I might have to go is Atlanta, Georgia! That's not too far from where I was born...which was Fort Benninng (sp?). Somehow, since I've been reading "The Purpose-Driven Life", I felt that the question of "Where might I go to next?" has been answered. Tres bien! ^^
6) I might see the newest Harry Potter today! XD I think I might tease Nanaki-kun more with his appearance and some Bertie Bott's Every Flavored Beans just a wee bit. Personally, I like Vomit, Grass, and Dirt. Why? Vomit has this kinda peppery-fruity kinda taste. O_o Dirt and Grass are aromatic to me, but that doesn't mean I go around eating dirt and grass and vomit. It's just nasty and disgusting! x.< Oh, and I like all the other pleasant beans, too, like Bubble Gum, Popcorn, Cherry (it's always been my favorite flavor for nearly everything), and all that good stuff.
7) I'm staying with my aunt and gramma for the weekend. I'm glad to be here, typing with my aunt's computer. We really need to stick together more now that Aunt Tisha's gone to The Great Beyond.

That's all I can think of...

O_o Oh, dear...

I wish I could have taken a picture of it, but I DUN HAVE A DIGITAL CAMERA! My brother wore the plastic man-thong he made in school yesterday. XD If he's homosexual or not, that's okay with me. Just as long as he's mah bro...y'know?.........but...it does kinda make me twitch. O_o I mean.....ne'ermind. >,x

The Weight On My Shoulders

Ever tried to please more than one person? It's a daily thing for me. And I always try to do as best as I can for everyone so that I don't get in trouble, or at least to keep everyone amused. A friend said to me last night, "You're weak," just because I tend to overthink some concepts in video games, and stuff like that. And he's absolutely right. I don't even have enough courage to tell anyone that I don't like it when they pick on me. And it's true. I don't want to get in trouble with anyone, so it just let things slide by. I wish I was what everyone wanted me to be, that way everyone could be happy. I've forgotten how to make myself happy, so I guess I use their happiness to temporarily fill me. I'm so afraid to really be myself, because I fear the rejection of the ones closest to me...and I feel I always get the shorter end of the stick, but I don't complain. Why? Because no one likes someone who complains all the time, especially when they can do something about their predictament. I don't do the things on my mind that usually come to me because I'm a late thinker, you see, someone that usual has words like "Maybe I should have done this or that.." I wish that I wasn't so forgiving sometimes, but I guess it's second nature, you know?